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???????????????????????????瑶?????????姬?????????想?????????教?????????他?????????放?????????开?????????，?????????不?????????知?????????怎?????????的?????????又?????????不?????????想?????????开?????????口?????????，?????????她?????????发?????????现?????????自?????????己?????????竟?????????眷?????????恋?????????着?????????这?????????个?????????拥?????????抱?????????，?????????哪?????????怕?????????抱?????????着?????????她?????????的?????????这?????????个?????????孩?????????子?????????—?????????—?????????不?????????，?????????如?????????今?????????已?????????能?????????被?????????称?????????做?????????男?????????人?????????了?????????—?????????—?????????并?????????不?????????该?????????和?????????她?????????如?????????此?????????亲?????????密?????????。
???????????????????????????“?????????好?????????，?????????我?????????知?????????道?????????了?????????。?????????”?????????她?????????柔?????????声?????????????????，?????????带?????????着?????????点?????????诱?????????哄?????????，?????????和?????????自?????????己?????????都?????????没?????????察?????????觉?????????的?????????欣?????????悦?????????。
???????????????????????????“?????????你?????????不?????????知?????????道?????????。?????????”?????????安?????????浔?????????不?????????满?????????地?????????哼?????????哼?????????，?????????拥?????????着?????????瑶?????????姬?????????的?????????双?????????臂?????????愈?????????发?????????收?????????紧?????????，?????????两?????????人?????????的?????????身?????????T?????????紧?????????紧?????????相?????????贴?????????，?????????虽?????????然?????????隔?????????着?????????衣?????????衫?????????，?????????他?????????依?????????旧?????????能?????????感?????????觉?????????到?????????那?????????温?????????香?????????软?????????玉?????????。
???????????????????????????不?????????知?????????不?????????觉?????????的?????????，?????????那?????????里?????????热?????????了?????????起?????????来?????????。
???????????????????????????越?????????来?????????越?????????烫?????????，?????????也?????????越?????????来?????????越?????????y?????????。?????????可?????????观?????????的?????????大?????????小?????????让?????????K?????????子?????????很?????????快?????????被?????????顶?????????起?????????了?????????高?????????高?????????的?????????“?????????帐?????????篷?????????”?????????，?????????瑶?????????姬?????????一?????????开?????????始?????????还?????????没?????????察?????????觉?????????到?????????，?????????意?????????识?????????到?????????小?????????腹?????????被?????????什?????????么?????????粗?????????y?????????的?????????东?????????西?????????顶?????????到?????????时?????????，?????????她?????????的?????????身?????????T?????????立?????????刻?????????僵?????????住?????????了?????????。
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